"I’m being a little selfish right now. - I just need to tell you about what really happened on my end and in my emotional, illogical, scheming mind. And it really has nothing to do with you – now – with your response that is. :) I just need to tell you, because there’s so much I haven’t told you. I was a little messed up and played a little games. Didn’t know I was doing it. Thought it was you who played them. But now I can see it clearly and I see my faults. And I no longer blame myself for them. Not anymore. So I’ll tell you, if you’re willing to listen. If you would do me that favor and just listen so I could get it out."