Rarely I get to the point when I just don't care anymore and it helps me be successful. But then creeps back up my spine the nerves and the "caring" once again. It ages me and weighs me down, I can't play freely when I care so damn much. Give me the release I once found! Give it back: the value to my life, the perspective that makes it such: valuable, with or without the positive outcome. God! The more I care the more a flounder the more I mutter and putter and miss the point! I just want to be free of the stress that I've come to be so used to feeling. Let it go man! Let it go!